hello world

yea boyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

this is wat pretty much everyone wants 

transfer

so ive decided and nothing personal to ppl at jackson but i dont really like it there not cuz of the ppl but i feel like i dont belong there and so im goin transfer back to cascade :) so im a lil now hopefuuly i get my license so i dont have to ride the bus but if i have to oh well i’ll take it so yeah im think im goin finish this year at jackson then junior year transfer to cascade unless someone stops from moving. So yeah thats all i wanted to say peace 

finally now just need to work things out

hmm so for the past like 2 months me and this girl havent been talking and so we’ve been getting into lil fights and it was kinda stressing me out just thinkin about it and i kept saying i would talk to her but i never had the courage to cuz i was kinda scared so today i saw her alone and i grabbed her and started to walk with her and ask things like how shes been and other things but now that ive talked to her i feel so much better but on the other hand theres this other girl that has a bf and has still got me stressed and idk why though so hopefully this weekend we can hang out and talk about things but idk im kinda scared cuz of wat shes going say or if shes just going avoid the question like she always does but i cant really complain i would probably do the same thing but idk we’ll see where it goes 

NO SCHOOL HMM

so today i have no school hmm idk wat to do now since school takes up most of my day lol. but at the same time this year we barely get any days off so its all good so yeah :P anyways i might chill with my boi brandon dancel cuz me and him havent kicked it in hella long damn i wish i went to cascade still. oh welll jackson is okay i guess just some shit thats making me stressing but i guess thats life and i have people to help me get over it even though its hard and some people i know dont know how it feels to be stressed but u never know. well anyways i have no idea wat to do til i can chill with brandon well actually idk if we r goin chill cuz he has to do some things after his appointment so yeah well imma dipset peace. 

life, choices, stress

hmm what can i say we make choices in our lifes everyday and sometimes that can cause stress and just fuck up ur life. Then comes stress and it gets bad cuz thats when u start just giving up on everything but i guess thats why we have friends so that way they can help us through our problems. but at the same time sometimes some of ur friends cant help u cuz they’ve never had that experience in their life cuz they can be happy but to be honest no one is truely happy.also i guess ive just been under the weather for awhile and i havent been really happy in awhile and sometimes i wish i could rewind time but idk i guess if i did that then i wouldnt have met some ppl in my life that can make me always happy and keep my head up. but i guess the choices i make are my fault do to the fact that i can sometimes fall to fast or start giving up idk ive jus been thinkin cuz like theres this girl that i dont think i can ever let go no matter wat happens but idk i wanna move on but theres just something that wont let me move on. but anyways i guess we just deal with the life we have. and if we dont like it then we either give up on everything as we know it or change it cuz thats the only person that makes our lifes is us.  

Life

Hmm wat can i say life is all about new experiences and meeting new people but its also about dealing with stress and problems in your life but we dont worry cuz we have people to help us out with it but sometimes they dont really know wat to do cuz theyve never had to deal with and also there good at hiding there true feelings or just think they can be stress free but no matter how good u r at dealing with this shit no one is ever truley happy so like someone told me to just hope for the best and prepare for the worst

Marysville

Chyeahh damn marysville is hella fun and funny lol :)) idk why more people dont go it doesnt even take that long to get up there lol but its watever tim is hella cool to bus with no homo lol :p haha and i learned new chords for nothing on you thanks pinky lol oh haha that reminds so like we were chillin at the y and like we told pinky to go kiss tim on the cheek in front of his gf no homo again :p to she how she was goin react to it damn everyone started busting up laughing haha i wish i got that on recording oh well next time :) and thank god me and tim got a ride to the y and back cuz it was cold up in marysville lol haha well that was my day in m-ville so peace for now

Devin was here :p

Hmm wat can i say right now my life is okay i guess but there are people that make my life great like her shes like my sister and shes always been there for me :) but im able to keep goin cuz of her and other people so i thank who ever is there for me and supports me